I
can never resist the lure of fabric. Its power to bring
the exotic into the most ordinary of places. Swathes of
brightening silk become a cascading waterfall of shimmering
colour. Bolts of rainbow hued cloth radiate light enough
to please the drabbest corners while spools of thread
spill pools of shades that make a perfect match when stitched.
Voile or tulle lose none of their fragility when placed
side by side with heavy upholstery. Bales of cool linen
are the perfect antidote to the weight of tweeds. I even
savour the names which have been bestowed on fabric colours.
Names such as crushed cinnabar or terracotta sunrise.
I trace my fasincation with fabric back to childhood.
My mother, hoping to supplement the family income, bought
a Singer sewing maching on the instalment plan. It was
an awkward looking contraption, unlike its more streamlined
sisters of today. It was placed in the parlour - all wood
and steel - and occupied the space beneath the net curtains
of our small window. Mothers' skills in the beginning
were of a more practical nature and she became adept at
prolonging the wear in a garment. She could turn the jaded
collar of a shirt or, through the refinement of a false
hem, add another year to an almost outgrown school uniform.
The
last sound I'd hear before falling asleep would be the
steady threadle of the wheels as the sewing machine earned
its keep. Muffled behind the closed door of our parlour,
it was a comforting rhythm which seemed to come from a
million miles down the hallway. I'd imagine the fabric
inching through her fingers in ribbons of paisley patterned
material as she worked in perfect harmony with the Singer.
Whatever the enterprise, it was pleasing to know that
shapeless bundles of cloth were slowly gaining a new lease
of life.
On completion of the work, I would deliver the finished
articles to mother's clients. Those long hours she spent
at the machine were represented by the anonymous brown
parcels I distributed after school. I don't know how she
could have made a profit out of this enterprise but our
popularity with the neighbours was assured. Also, she'd
give me strips of gabardine, or serviceable serge, to
stitch into dolls clothes, but I secretly longed for the
glamour of softer, shinier material.
This did not happen until Mother finally came into her
own, when she began to receive commissions for dance frocks.
The older girls in the neighbourhood were working and
could afford the luxury of dances and showbands. They
purchased remnants in local drapery shops, asking her
to convert them into coveted designs seen in magazines.
She seldom let them down, using old newspapers to make.
individual patterns. That itself was a feat of engineering,
but she had a keen sense of proportion and where the various
points of adjustment should be. Her patterns catered for
the larger as well as the smaller ladies. Then, on our
kitchen table she'd cut out, shearing neat waistlines
or cursing the glare of polka dot or stripe. Although
she might complain about the flimsiness of fabric, its
unsuitability for one reason or another, she did her very
best to produce the dream creation.
When the time for fittings came, the young women, who
spent their working hours in the local factory, shucked
off drab, colourless smocks as if they were shedding old
skin. The scent of their perfume, the glitter of sequences
of flamboyant trims, was indeed a heady mixtare. All the
latest poured from our radio: Joe Dolan or the Clipper
Carlton were among the background music, while talk centered
on the rustle of taffeta or the wide flare of a drindle
skirt, how it might swing for the quickstep. On a spontaneous
burst of excitement I'd be swung up out of my chair, a
temporary jiving partner, while the soar of a saxophone
quickened through our pulses.
Also, an added bonus was that I now had the leftover
scraps from these dresses, scraps that glowed like jewels
in the box I kept them in. Mother would smile, forging
a conspirational bond between us, as she handed me the
salvage. Although my mother tried to teach me, I never
did learn to sew, being much too clumsy with a needle
to ever master the art.
My pleasure lies in the possibilities she found in fabric,
how the most beautiful design could emerge from the plainest
remnant. Also how the unveiling of the finished garment
could light up a young girl's face. Above all, how that
Singer transformed the parlour of my childhood years into
an Arabian setting, a place in memory where I can go when
my own frayed edges need repair.